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webbgirlSo it's 11:00. I should really be getting ready for bed. My boss is out on jury duty for the next two weeks and I get to take over her stuff plus catch up on mine from my little absence this week.
Why then you ask am I typing away? Because my mind is going a thousand miles a minute. To fast for the muses to even catch up. I have a dozen or so plot bunnies that have been hopping around lately. I have 4 WIPs and one that's almost complete. Of course my brain wants to work on a JAG fic that's not even started instead of the Stargate fic that's almost done. Yeesh!
One of the other things my brain is working on is re-establishing my email account and all the stuff connected to that. I've had to re-evaluate which groups I want to re-join and actually participate in. I kind of amazed myself. One of the groups I was looking at leaving before, I decided that I like the controversy that pops up occassionally.
This brought me to another realization. I'm actually seeking out some forms of confrontation recently. Not just from some perverse need to argue, but I find that my brain works better when I have others around me with varrying opinions. It also helps me in honing my skills of playing well with others, no matter their temperment.
Now, does this mean that I'm going to be a wimp when people are idiots or are mean? Riggghht. Hell's not that cold yet. It just means that I sharpen my skills on how to deal with them rather than yelling and scaring the cat.
Why then you ask am I typing away? Because my mind is going a thousand miles a minute. To fast for the muses to even catch up. I have a dozen or so plot bunnies that have been hopping around lately. I have 4 WIPs and one that's almost complete. Of course my brain wants to work on a JAG fic that's not even started instead of the Stargate fic that's almost done. Yeesh!
One of the other things my brain is working on is re-establishing my email account and all the stuff connected to that. I've had to re-evaluate which groups I want to re-join and actually participate in. I kind of amazed myself. One of the groups I was looking at leaving before, I decided that I like the controversy that pops up occassionally.
This brought me to another realization. I'm actually seeking out some forms of confrontation recently. Not just from some perverse need to argue, but I find that my brain works better when I have others around me with varrying opinions. It also helps me in honing my skills of playing well with others, no matter their temperment.
Now, does this mean that I'm going to be a wimp when people are idiots or are mean? Riggghht. Hell's not that cold yet. It just means that I sharpen my skills on how to deal with them rather than yelling and scaring the cat.