May 1st and other ramblings

[webbgirl]

So...the fandom_nomads are planning our little get together for May.  There will be drinking and frivolity involved for sure.  We already have plans for the Guiness and Fried Twinkies. We're working on the sound-proofed hotel rooms. 

So, I'm thinking since we're getting together on May 1st which is Beltaine, we should probably have some smut handy as well.  It's only appropriate given the holiday.  I'm pretty sure the Raddison and Sheraton would both frown on bonfires in their lobbies or suites.  Hmm...maybe I'll get some flowers as well.

I'm feeling the need to connect to spirituality in a big way lately.  I guess I'm just feeling run down by allowing others to dictate my moods, frustrations, etc...instead of me controlling them.

I have been attempting to work on fic, but I think that all the negativity that I'm allowing in is stifling that a bit.  It's also making me feel a little less than smart lately as well.  My brain feels like it's turned into oatmeal.  Not sure that's conducive to my job or life.

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[aostara.livejournal.com]

Whoo-hoo -- I'm all for Beltaine festivities! Okay, no bonfires, but can I bring candles?

And ditto re: needing to reconnect and feeling run-down and negative and being too stifling to work on fic. Heck, I stayed home from work today cuz I needed a mental day off. Sigh. I'm thinking a nice long meditative walk on the beach that AM followed by a day and evening of good company and rowdy, Beltaine-friendly entertainment should help ;->

So... what is with the stars or whatever lately?

[webbgirl.livejournal.com]

I was just thinking about the candles too. We should check around for flowers while we're out on Saturday too.

It seems like an appropriate day for the Nomads to gather.

I don't know what it is lately. I've tried pushing my way through it, but it's just not seeming to work.

A walk on the beach sounds wonderful. I might at least walk down by the river when I get home tonight. Maybe that will help.